I ignored the truth

This is gonna hurt but I blame myself first
 'Cause I ignored the truth
 You've awoken me, but you're choking me
 I was so obsessed
 Gave you all of me, and now honestly, I got nothing left
 
 Knew we would crash at the speed that we were going
 Didn't care if the explosion ruined me
 Usually, I hold the power with both my hands
 Tied behind my back
 Look at how things change, 'cause now you're the train
 And I'm tied to the track
 You took me down with goodbye
 I see it now,
 It was a matter of time
 You know I know, there's only one place this could lead.
 I loved you more than the air that I breathe